I choose you, Pikachu!

Oh, college…

Don’t get me wrong, I love the school I go to. I met so many amazing people here, and I feel like I can be myself without worry. I guess I just have the habit of taking on more than I need to, and it’s starting to overwhelm me. My Health Communication 481 class is really cool, and I love my professor. I had her last semester, and she’s like a big sister. It’s great. But… literally everyone else is a senior graduating either this spring or next winter. I can hold my own for the most part, but when it comes to the group project near the end of the semester, I don’t want them to think I’ll drag their grade down because I’m a freshman. I’ll trust in my professor’s belief that I belong there. I just hope I don’t prove her otherwise.

I don’t really feel like I can actually talk to anyone here, though. Like deep conversations where I’m honest about how I feel. Throwing myself into my schoolwork seems to work pretty well so far. I feel like I’m starting to lose that ability though. I try hard but only to get worn out and feeling like giving up. As long as I don’t lose anyone else *knocks on wood* before the semester ends, I might be okay.

Sorry for the complaining post, I just needed to vent that.

- Emily