I'm Emily, also called Pika, Pikachu, or Hermione. Whatever works for you. I'm a fan of Criminal Minds, Clannad, most anime, Zelda, and Harry Potter. If you follow my blog, expect to see lots of posts about them. <3
It’s been a while. Not much has happened, besides band things.
We started band camp last week. It was hard to adjust at first, but I think I’m getting the hang of it. Our show is really cool this year. But our first performance is during the football game Thursday night, so we’re kind of in a rush to learn it all. So far we’ve gotten the first two songs done, which really equals out to three since song one is ridiculously long.
I was worried that our section wouldn’t be as close this year. But I think that we’re starting to grow together, if at least a little. I like this group. I may not be buddy-buddy with all of them, but I like them. Once we get our serious-caps on, we kick ass! Today our band director complimented the flutes like 5 times. The trumpets were pissed. :3 I LOL’d.
Sorry for the mostly-band update. It’s been a major part of my summer so far, so obviously the main thing I’d talk about is band.
One more band thing. I used to be pissed at our sophomore section leader for getting the spot. But now… I’m not mad anymore. In fact, I feel that she really deserves it. I may be decent at playing flute, but she definitely beats me out in marching. Not only that, but she’s a great leader. Even though I would have loved to be section leader, I don’t think I’m quite prepared for it. Maybe for concert band?
Enough about that. I’ve felt lonelier lately. I love them to death, but… It’s hard being so far away. :/ I try to remember that as long as we’re both under the same sky, there’s a chance, but like.. I don’t know. I really want this to work, and to happen. I’m not religious, but maybe if I keep believing it will.
Also, for some reason my chest pain and dizziness has been more frequent lately. I don’t know why. It feels like most of the day my chest hurts, and I get dizzy really easily. If I look down at something for a few seconds, then look back up, I’ll get dizzy. Same with vice versa. I’m tired of it. My chest pain pills don’t work (they actually make things worse) so I can’t take those, and even if they did I couldn’t take them until my iron’s back up.
It’s just really annoying feeling like shit and being tired all the time. :/
Oh well, I’ll stop complaining now. School starts on the 1st, and I’m feeling bittersweet about that.
Until next time?
- Emily.